I moved here to push myself

Okay, I know everyone think I won't do it, and...
Is this about masterbating for money?
And I'm not going to, but I came to New York to be an artist. I have an edge.
Will...
What? And I don't think masterbating in front of a stranger proves anything.
Okay, well, is there any part of you that wants to do it?
I mean, of course, sur. It's $5,000.
That's not what I mean. Look, I didn't get the offer, but... I moved here to push myself. When I do, when I surprise myself, I like how it feels. Besides, 5,000 bucks is a fuck-ton of money.

- Sweetbitter S2E3